Monday, April 22, 2019

Stuff

You know that life can hit you really hard, it pushes and keep doing it until you are really fed up. Well, I honnestly know that no one is reading my blog and no one will, that's okay too. Things cannot be successful for anyone though. I choose to start writing online even thought I didn't think that my writings would go viral. I'm writing just non sense, so instead of writing in a book I do it on internet. I sometimes let my self down, I shouldn't be doing that. Yet, when I feel weak doesn't mean I gave up, I'm just resting and loading up again.

Sunday, April 21, 2019

LOL 'LEGEND OF LOVE'

                              

  Another relationship, but not as bitter as the oldies,
Most of it with a fruity taste,
Integrated in human form,
Nothing else can face that beauty of yours, 
Love was a fantasy until you showed up, 
Always dazed in your eyes, glowing as a shiny comet, 
Making a wish each time I'm numbed by them, 
Right into my heart you stepped without a permission, 
Amen is a word I always use whenever someone pray for me, 
Becoming now the name of my possessor with an "I", 
Together we were supposed to be the legend of love, 
It seemed impossible because of our mourning fatality, 
Never I ever believed in that impossibe word until I met you, 
Estimating you was giving you the love you deserved, 
For the first time I regret my actions, 
Ultimately your thankless self showed up, 
Chaos is all what my soul knows now, 
Karma became my friend, it doesn't forget a broken heart, but,
You are the worst legend, 


                                                               

Saturday, April 20, 2019

                                              MEH. 

   I've always wanted to create a blog to tell people things, well things, I won't specify what I am going to write in the future. Yet, I will be writing different things though, it depends on the mood, I don't know yet and I am a multi. I'm a moody person with a lot of imaginary, who else gets drowned in its head? it happens to me literally ALWAYS. I even sometimes start to think whether an incident really happened or it happened in my head. Eventually, I decided to make these imaginations useful and transform them into stories, I've already wrote one. However, I hope this blog would be a success, I mean I've always wanted people to read what I write even though I was and still am afraid that the readers would think that what I write is just some rubbish. To be honest, I don't really care. I stopped caring long time ago, I was a cold person, feelingless and now I became an ice cube. I took a lot and I still do, I don't take out my anger, because I am always surrounded by people which I sometimes hate and other times appreciate. I am not a suicidal person, but some of my writings may sound like that. Being hurt doesn't mean I'll end my life, I am not that weak though. I am stronger than you can imagine, I proved that to lots of people including myself. Each time I take myself out from a broken hole, I continuily repeat, I am stronger than I thought and I get stronger each time which makes me that ice cold hearted. I am not perfect, nobody is, but I won't ever let anyone hurt me, I'm sorry but I care about me. And each person that got stabbed by people that matters, should be less caring about them and more caring about themselves, it's you that matters and the rest can go to hell. Stop being weak and showing them that, it's the main reason that makes them take over your head. GROW UP ALREADY, TREAT YOURSELF AND GIVE THEM A RESTING COLD POKER FACE.